Mar 08, 2006 23:38
i need to find a really good job!
im in a tough situation.
well when i get back to michigan.. i cannot live with my dad, or my mom.
i dont want to live with my boyfriend cause i dont think his parents want me intruding, i feel really uncomftorble there.
i have to live somewhere rent free (so i can go to college)so i was thinking about living in my car. but i dont have a car. then i was thinking where am i gonna shower everyday? and i was thinking if i did get a car to live in is my back gonna hurt , and where would i park to sleep at. then i was thinking about a nice homeless shelter. they should have showers in there, but arnt they full of weirdos? should i just skip even going to school and continue working 2 jobs and get an apartment? but then i would never be saving any money. and too keep in mind... i have a dog.
i dont feel comftorble living at a friends house with their parents and i dont feel comftorble living at a friends house and not help paying rent.
and i dont feel comfortable when someone is feeling sorry for me in this situation.
there is no way to get out of the situation.
i am what you would concider royaly fucked!
how do all the other kids do it? they must have parents that pay for their school and rent or something.
i wish i had better parents who were actually there for me