May 07, 2003 23:33
Why does everything hurt?
I feel sick.
I'm going about this the wrong way.
I'm just so... mislead.
How many times can I walk into the same trap?
What is it about my personality that makes me prone to the same mistakes?
I give so much, and so freely, yet I don't receive.
I need to move, both physically and mentally.
I'm finally starting to realize that I can't do this alone.
Sometimes I want to break down and cry but I can't permit that to happen.
IN THE END, YOU HAVE NO ONE BUT YOU.
I have to pat my own back and cry on my own fucking shoulder.
I can't be weak.
You know, it's hard being SuperWoman sometimes.