Having doubs
This semester has been horrible on many levels. I am feeling burnt out and tired. The future of the department and my ability to complete my goal is about as clear as mud. I fear I have sacrificed much more than I ever wanted to reach the goal and yet I am starting to doubt myself. I intend to persevere but I am worried the clearing in front of is nothing more than the eye of the storm and the backside will be even worse.
I have alternatives; but they do not get me to where I want to be. I feel I must trudge on and fight my way through this. I must not allow fear to cloud what I am doing. However, there is no filling the vacuum in my personal life that comes from lack of contact with friends and loved ones.
I pray for strength and guidance through the storms.
I have alternatives; but they do not get me to where I want to be. I feel I must trudge on and fight my way through this. I must not allow fear to cloud what I am doing. However, there is no filling the vacuum in my personal life that comes from lack of contact with friends and loved ones.
I pray for strength and guidance through the storms.