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[rastaroo856]

Ok...time to straighten out some real shit thats been going on. First of all, my friends are entitled to know about thing in my life, granted, HOWEVER this mean that i pick and choose what i want to talk about and what i don't. So deal with it! I am fucking tired of all this crap going on and before you start getting all up in arms about what i am

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[dapinkerpeasant]

I am sorry for hiding behind text, its easier to not say things that i would regret. Even though i have said things on here that i would regret..so just think about how much worse they would be on the phone or in person. I am sorry I don't get your voice messages b/c my phone sucks, I am sorry that I hurt your feelings, I am sorry that I let it come to this, I am sorry that I can't talk to you, I really am, I'm not being a "smart ass" when I say that I realize people change. I just thought that the person that you used to be, well I considered you to be the best person that I knew, honestly...and I felt bad becuase I became a bad person, well according to my definition, and now within the blink of an eye, that person is gone, and it breaks my heart to utter pieces, and I'm sorry I bitched at your girlfriend, but she did some bitching too, if you are happy then good for you. I mean it. Once again I'm sorry I am hiding behind text. I feel this is the best way. It seems to me that you are happy with who you are and who you have, and me, I miss the old you and am unhappy with who you are, I know that sounds shallow. I guess it's right when people say you lose a lot of friends in high school. Becuase people change and their friends can't stand it, it just makes both sides unhappy. So I will stop bitching at your loverly girlfriend and I will leave you too alone. I am sorry I am not strong enough to take this blow head on, I forgive you for nothing you ever did. You didn't do anything wrong, so I'm sorry. Best of wishes to you and your love.

[giveitfullheart]

I am sincerely sorry for some of the things I said to you. Some were uncalled for but some were necessary under the circumstances, I just could have chosen a better way of getting my point across.

I'm also sorry that I made the one person you care most about change. I didn't think that was my fault, but apparently it is so for that I apologize. Please don't think that I hate when you two talk though. That seriously offends me because I have no problem at all with you two being friends and talking, so please do not let that thought have any effect on your friendship. If I have a problem with it, I'll tell you or at least Alex if I'm too chicken to say something to you...but I truly have no problem with your being friends. I trust Alex, so even if I didn't/don't trust you, I wouldn't have a problem with you talking, hanging out, whatever. That would just be shallow.

[dapinkerpeasant]

im sorry for everything i said. and if i had said that you were the reason he changed then i take it back. so sorry for being stupid and saying stuff. i was never really serious in the first place...not really, but i still should have never said the stuff so im sorry.

[giveitfullheart]

You mean you weren't seriously mad at either of us? Or you just weren't serious when you said the mean things

[dapinkerpeasant]

i wasnt serious when i said the mean things...some of them i may have been serious at the time...but most i wasnt really serious at all and i dont mean any of them now b/c i apologized

[giveitfullheart]

So...are we still not friends or???