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Doug decided to contact me. Lets just say it wasn't quite what I expected, or rather didn't go the way I thought it would. Yes, I definitely had problems in our relationship. Or rather I was the source of a lot of the problems. But now that I think about it, perhaps the reason I felt our breakup was inevitable was because, if not really knowing what they are, I felt there were problems from his end of this as well. Sucks to find out you apparently weren't as loved and appreciated (or more specifically the other person didn't want to be with you) as you thought you (they) were. I just hope Doug gets some help and figures these things out. Can't blame him too much though. I was his first real long-term relationship, so it's not as if he's had experience dealing with being completely dependent and reliant on someone else for his own hapiness before. I've had Chris to teach me that painfull lesson. So I do hope he figures out how to be happy without relying on someone else to give him all his hapiness, and in the process end up being so insecure about everything that he ends up pushing people away. But damn I'll be pissed for a while about this.