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[rasputinverbosa]

my grandmother passed away this morning from a heart attack... it was so sudden. i didn't expect it at all.

she is my best friend.
i love her so much.

i just got back from my grandparents house... i was with my grandfather and mother and father helping with funeral arrangements.
i'm so worried about paw paw... he's hurting so badly...
my life has just in a moments passing completely and utterly changed.
things will never be the same again.

i can only hope valium will help me through the next couple of days.