lost conclusion
tho i never finished my summary i was writing, i did get a lot farther into it, than was put in the last entry, unfortunately that was w/ my old laptop which crashed and i lost it all. still feeling bitter about it, i have the majority of what i needed to say in my paper journal, and will finish this eventually. the main reason im wanting to rewrite it is simple, i purposely left many important circumstances and events out of my paper journal b/c i knew that my ex would read it. and i feel none of it is completely with out telling it all. no one to lie to now, im engaged and i have nothing to lie about now, esp. since my new boyfriend is my perfect best friend and soul mate and will always be. tho i have done plenty regretable things in the past, he has too, its only human, and he already knows pretty much everything i have to tell. and i will tell later.