seasons change...continued
Rain and I have been friends for at least over a year now. I know her views on subjects and she knows mine, we don't agree on a lot, but we get along. And we're both pot smokers so we REALLY get along, lol.
Well a few months ago I introduced her to a friend of mine. A totally harmless introduction. And apparently he saw something in her he liked. Well I wasn't exactly sure how she felt about relationships, just b/c it never came up. Hell, I wasn't even sure that she was straight! But I called her up for him anyway, and since then he was been overtaken with her. Yet at the same time, unbeknownst to me, she was seeing a "swinger". A guy that she had meet a long while ago that was kinda an off and on lover.
The thing is that when she would talk to me about him it would seem as though he had no desire in an actually relationship, just a fuck buddy. And she seemed to want more..of him, but not my friend which I had introduced her to. Instead somehow he got attached and she decided that they were getting too close too quick and wanted to end it. B/c apparently they had both decided to be fuck buddies, but no one can stop their emotions. So here she was with a man that didn't want a relationship with her, and a man who did, and she went for the man that didn't, for whatever reason.
Well I was of course a little sore about this, but I didn't talk about it and neither did she. Yet somehow we found even more reasons of not getting along. Like how much food we ate, her hatred for me smoking cigarettes, and other hypocritical and just plain bitchy stuff. She would get mad b/c I wouldn't run off and "do my own thing". I'm not like that, I can't even go to the store by myself.
So one night we got in a fight and i decided to go back to camp. I fucking got lost twice and had no flash light, and by the time I had got back she had hopped a ride from someone on a golf cart! That was proabably the worst, being alone, forgetting a dose of my meds, no food, no fire, cold, no cigarettes, feet hurt (got stung by a yellow jacket on the bottom of my foot), and just plain lonely and depressed.
Well eventually on the trip we caught up with Rain's old friend from former festivals, Spirit. He was ko0. And we started talking to these two redneck guys that were in the camp beside us, b/c Spirit and I wanted to bum a cig. Turned out that we were all looking for the same thing, ecstasy and acid.
When we finally found it everyone had enough to spare so we all tripped and rolled!
Thats another story though...
And while all of this is going on, Kevin is sitting at home wondering if any of the stuff he's heard is true.....
Well a few months ago I introduced her to a friend of mine. A totally harmless introduction. And apparently he saw something in her he liked. Well I wasn't exactly sure how she felt about relationships, just b/c it never came up. Hell, I wasn't even sure that she was straight! But I called her up for him anyway, and since then he was been overtaken with her. Yet at the same time, unbeknownst to me, she was seeing a "swinger". A guy that she had meet a long while ago that was kinda an off and on lover.
The thing is that when she would talk to me about him it would seem as though he had no desire in an actually relationship, just a fuck buddy. And she seemed to want more..of him, but not my friend which I had introduced her to. Instead somehow he got attached and she decided that they were getting too close too quick and wanted to end it. B/c apparently they had both decided to be fuck buddies, but no one can stop their emotions. So here she was with a man that didn't want a relationship with her, and a man who did, and she went for the man that didn't, for whatever reason.
Well I was of course a little sore about this, but I didn't talk about it and neither did she. Yet somehow we found even more reasons of not getting along. Like how much food we ate, her hatred for me smoking cigarettes, and other hypocritical and just plain bitchy stuff. She would get mad b/c I wouldn't run off and "do my own thing". I'm not like that, I can't even go to the store by myself.
So one night we got in a fight and i decided to go back to camp. I fucking got lost twice and had no flash light, and by the time I had got back she had hopped a ride from someone on a golf cart! That was proabably the worst, being alone, forgetting a dose of my meds, no food, no fire, cold, no cigarettes, feet hurt (got stung by a yellow jacket on the bottom of my foot), and just plain lonely and depressed.
Well eventually on the trip we caught up with Rain's old friend from former festivals, Spirit. He was ko0. And we started talking to these two redneck guys that were in the camp beside us, b/c Spirit and I wanted to bum a cig. Turned out that we were all looking for the same thing, ecstasy and acid.
When we finally found it everyone had enough to spare so we all tripped and rolled!
Thats another story though...
And while all of this is going on, Kevin is sitting at home wondering if any of the stuff he's heard is true.....