so my last post, vague and cryptic as it was, pretty much summed up what i've been going through for a while...
recently i went on that trip to florida with Rain(
photophairy ) and came back to a new world of shit. Karma, as they say, is a bitch.
I came back to Kevin(
__aequitas__ ) telling me that he spent that Thursday with Chris(
mamoruohsii ) and his new roomates. The roomate, Daniel, whom I have NO IDEA who he is, proceeded to tell Kevin about how he knew me through ROTC at County High. In which he said, was where I first met Mason, a guy of whom, according to him, i had been with off and on for about 4 years. Now recently Mason has moved out and lives in Birmingham with his girlfriend. His brother and twin, Gordon, still lives here and is Joslyn's ex-boyfriend. So Chris kinda knows both of these brothers.
Chris and I had been talking a lot more lately before I left, mainly about when he broke up with Joslyn over her disappearing for a few days, only to reappear stating that she had spent that time at some other guy's appartment. Well at this time, Chris and I were probably better friends than him and Kevin were, so we really sorta told each other everything. I'm sure I probably had mentioned to him something about Mason and his brother Gordon at some point in time, b/c like I said ewe talked about a LOT together, and mainly it was all things that had gone on in our relationships.
At this time I wasn't getting along with Joslyn(
carousel_cutter ) nor was any of Chris's other good friends b/c of what had happened, and also, she apparently just didn't like us, for whatever reasons. Yet he proceeded to move in with her, this Daniel guy, and his girlfriend.
Well back to the night when Kevin met Daniel. Well Daniel was telling Kevin all about how he knew me right, down to the color of my hair (at that time, of course). So of course this all seemed very believable to Kevin, /c he had had proof. So Daniel (with Kevin's request) proceeded to call Mason up on the phone and make him tell him specific things about me and what we had done together. Kevin, broken now and DEFINATELY believing it, was talked to and consoled by Chris whom told him, it wasn't so bad after all Joslyn had cheated on him too.
So for that entire week in which I was gone to Florida Kevin was torn (being Libra that he is) to try to balance out if this thing, being so believable that he had heard, was true or not. He talked to many of his and MY friends about this subject and asked for advice, afterall he had no one else to turn to but his good friends, which knew me and him and would give the BEST advice.
But at the same time, this subject matter, was giving people I KNEW and saw every single day an awful thought and look of me. My reputation was stirred..