I do it so it feels like hell. I do it so it feels real.
What a week. I must say taking care of yourself has never been so tiring. I've tried to start tanning and working out again, mainly because prom, but also because I should do it anyways I guess. I just sort of lost motivation to care what I look like this year. Sad I know. Now that school is coming down to the wire I sort of realized I let myself go a little this year, but hey there are worse realizations than that.
I was amazingly happy we did a Sylvia Plath poem today in lit. She has to be one of my most favorite authors ever. Definately one hell of a woman with more guts than I ever dreamt of having,....minus her psychotic tendencies, although that's sort of cool lol.
Overall life has been pretty decent lately in due part to my fantastic purchase of the new Jack Johnson CD which mellows me out every night so I'm not so stressed. <3 I've also just had a good time lately talking to people I've never really talked to before, but should have. I never completely recognized that it is possible to fall in love with someone's words. Seriously, although language is so constricting and over-rated, it is a possibility. I have fallen madly in love with someone's words if that makes sense. Even though sometimes I hate what this person has to say, I could just listen to them talk all day and it would amuse me forever. How weird am I? (:
Other than that, I am desperatly waiting to see Sin City sometime soon. I've heard it's incredible so hopefully either this friday or next week sometime it'll happen.
2 days til Prom 05'. 48 Days til graduation. 32 school days til graduation. 14 uninterrupted school days til graduation.
yup, im one of those schedule OCD people. why? because I can, and I like it.
I was amazingly happy we did a Sylvia Plath poem today in lit. She has to be one of my most favorite authors ever. Definately one hell of a woman with more guts than I ever dreamt of having,....minus her psychotic tendencies, although that's sort of cool lol.
Overall life has been pretty decent lately in due part to my fantastic purchase of the new Jack Johnson CD which mellows me out every night so I'm not so stressed. <3 I've also just had a good time lately talking to people I've never really talked to before, but should have. I never completely recognized that it is possible to fall in love with someone's words. Seriously, although language is so constricting and over-rated, it is a possibility. I have fallen madly in love with someone's words if that makes sense. Even though sometimes I hate what this person has to say, I could just listen to them talk all day and it would amuse me forever. How weird am I? (:
Other than that, I am desperatly waiting to see Sin City sometime soon. I've heard it's incredible so hopefully either this friday or next week sometime it'll happen.
2 days til Prom 05'. 48 Days til graduation. 32 school days til graduation. 14 uninterrupted school days til graduation.
yup, im one of those schedule OCD people. why? because I can, and I like it.