Hope, the last thing on earth.
i've got two news. one was the good news and another was the bad news. lets see...lemme tell you the good news first. it's that, i've got a job! like finally! of all the crazy waitings! of all the crazy job interviews! of all the morning wake ups! and now i finally get a job! woooooo! i am so stupidly excited because i get to pay my bank nyenyenyenye!
and now the bad news. the bad news is, it's a 50/50 chance of fetching my baby first day, first time from ns.
ya i know. SUCKS big time.
i hate to be in this situation!
okay i'm not all excited just because i got a job. i am happy but just that, not that excited. when the manager called, i said sooo many buts because it was all happened in a sudden. i was afraid i might have to work on the day i was planning to spend time with baby. but then, i just told her i will see the manager tomorrow and try to talk about it. i mean i really need to fetch baby. there's something special just going to happen on friday because his birthday falls on thursday. so thought of making him a surprise by me ONLY on friday. and this job just get in the way. because i didn't get the chance to send him off on the day he was enlisted, at least if i fetch him on friday, it will be a different thing. maybe to make it up on the day he have to go. but if i can't make it due to work, wouldn't it be like more worse? like i'm not there again and again. i feel so bad. i don't want that to happen. all i want to see is the smile on his face. sigh. i really hope i can try to make it happen. i really hope so. i don't want baby to be down. earlier on i told him about it, he was down. i feel so bad! but i tried and tried to talk to him thru the phone just now. i really hope i can fetch him from ns. =( i wanna go home together with him to meet his family and bama. =( i wanna see baby's reaction when he sees bama. =( he keep on telling me he miss his cat recently. =( i miss bama too! i know i kpo but i don't care. =( all i care is that i hope i friday and saturday plan work. =( if not, please don't make it worse. =( booooooooooo =(((((
and now the bad news. the bad news is, it's a 50/50 chance of fetching my baby first day, first time from ns.
ya i know. SUCKS big time.
i hate to be in this situation!
okay i'm not all excited just because i got a job. i am happy but just that, not that excited. when the manager called, i said sooo many buts because it was all happened in a sudden. i was afraid i might have to work on the day i was planning to spend time with baby. but then, i just told her i will see the manager tomorrow and try to talk about it. i mean i really need to fetch baby. there's something special just going to happen on friday because his birthday falls on thursday. so thought of making him a surprise by me ONLY on friday. and this job just get in the way. because i didn't get the chance to send him off on the day he was enlisted, at least if i fetch him on friday, it will be a different thing. maybe to make it up on the day he have to go. but if i can't make it due to work, wouldn't it be like more worse? like i'm not there again and again. i feel so bad. i don't want that to happen. all i want to see is the smile on his face. sigh. i really hope i can try to make it happen. i really hope so. i don't want baby to be down. earlier on i told him about it, he was down. i feel so bad! but i tried and tried to talk to him thru the phone just now. i really hope i can fetch him from ns. =( i wanna go home together with him to meet his family and bama. =( i wanna see baby's reaction when he sees bama. =( he keep on telling me he miss his cat recently. =( i miss bama too! i know i kpo but i don't care. =( all i care is that i hope i friday and saturday plan work. =( if not, please don't make it worse. =( booooooooooo =(((((