FIBRO FLARE O DOOM
So I went to bed way late, and woke up at 7:20, somehow thinking I overslept, and yelled at Katie, "OMG WHAT TIME IS IT?" and that apparently scared her. Then I couldn't decide whether to get up or go to bed, coz I wanted to do both, so I went back to bed for a very restless sleep with lots of delirious dreams.
I don't know what I did to get such a fibro flare that I'm experiencing right now. Okay, well maybe I do, but I don't like blaming things on myself. (: Sometimes I am painfully aware of my disabilities. Oh well, just a reminder to take care of myself I guess. I think that I am going to try to find a rheumatologist this summer. I am now at an age that they shouldn't refuse to see me. That's why I was stuck with that (in all due respect to the Jewish faith) male chauvinist, Jew bastard.
Something feels very new, making you so excited that it's difficult to contain yourself. On the other hand, you may think that someone is asking you to move too quickly. You don't necessarily need time to decide what you want to do. You know exactly what you want. You just don't like it when you feel pressure from others -- even if they have your best interests at heart.
I don't know what I did to get such a fibro flare that I'm experiencing right now. Okay, well maybe I do, but I don't like blaming things on myself. (: Sometimes I am painfully aware of my disabilities. Oh well, just a reminder to take care of myself I guess. I think that I am going to try to find a rheumatologist this summer. I am now at an age that they shouldn't refuse to see me. That's why I was stuck with that (in all due respect to the Jewish faith) male chauvinist, Jew bastard.
Something feels very new, making you so excited that it's difficult to contain yourself. On the other hand, you may think that someone is asking you to move too quickly. You don't necessarily need time to decide what you want to do. You know exactly what you want. You just don't like it when you feel pressure from others -- even if they have your best interests at heart.