I've cried more this week than I ever had before.
I went to see the nurse practitioner about my eye.
She said I had to go to a doctor at a building near St. Mary's Hospital.
Blah blah blah. I ended up getting dropped off at the wrong building and left crying for an hour on a scary street corner in the rain.
And right now I am too tired and too overwhelmed and I have so much to do... And I just want to go back to Montgomery and curl up on my bed and never leave the room.
I can't do this. I'm not healthy enough in any way.
Isn't it a little soon to be having a breakdown? September isn't even over yet.
I fail.
Oh yea, and my eye is the way it is because I have to read so much. I might as well just... Drop out. I don't think I'll ever get used to the feeling that my eye is going to leap out of my face.
Not to mention the nurse guy at the doctor kept gawking at me and picking on the fact I thought my eye was going to leap out.
My eyes are an atomic green color.
I can't do this.
She said I had to go to a doctor at a building near St. Mary's Hospital.
Blah blah blah. I ended up getting dropped off at the wrong building and left crying for an hour on a scary street corner in the rain.
And right now I am too tired and too overwhelmed and I have so much to do... And I just want to go back to Montgomery and curl up on my bed and never leave the room.
I can't do this. I'm not healthy enough in any way.
Isn't it a little soon to be having a breakdown? September isn't even over yet.
I fail.
Oh yea, and my eye is the way it is because I have to read so much. I might as well just... Drop out. I don't think I'll ever get used to the feeling that my eye is going to leap out of my face.
Not to mention the nurse guy at the doctor kept gawking at me and picking on the fact I thought my eye was going to leap out.
My eyes are an atomic green color.
I can't do this.