a list.... (idea taken from a friend here)

[raspberry_lips]

i want to be taken.
i want to be forced.
i want to be used.
i want to be sore.
i want to have trouble walking afterwards.
i want to be manhandled.
i want to be talked about like a toy.
i want to be objectified.
i want to throb.
i want evidence of the treatment.
i want to understand the blurred line of pleasure and pain.
i want to know that i have been of service.
i want to be taught a lesson.
i want to be appreciated, even if silently so.
i want to be enslaved.
i want to be an instrument.
i want to not have a choice.