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life can be a funny little thing. I care so much about things that are really not my problem to worry about and I get all pent up with these thoughts and problems and when I think about it. . .will this even matter? How is this affecting my future? Sure, part of me says it greatly affects my future, but part of me says, well if God really knows whats best for you and also WANTS what is best for you, don't you think He'll take care of it? Don't you think that the one who watches every little ant that walks along the sidewalk and sees every canary grow from birth to death and takes care of these things, surely He will take care of you? Surely He who so far has never let you down with what He's done in your life will come through once more? How is this situation any different?
These things I know in my heart. I really do. I know God will come through. If He wants this in my life, I know it will happen. I guess what it really comes down to is patience and the fact that my little eyes can't see past tomorrow and it's cause for frustration.

In the quiet, in the stillness
I know that you are God
In the secret of your presence
I know there I am restored
When you call I won't refuse
Each new day again I'll choose
There is no one else for me
none but Jesus
crucified to set me free
now I live to bring Him praise
In the chaos, in confusion
I know you're sovereign still
In the moment of my weakness
you give me grace to do your will
when you call I won't delay
this my song through all my days
there is no one else for me
none but Jesus
crucified to set me free
now I live to bring Him praise
I am yours, you are mine
I am yours, you are mine
All my delight is in you Lord
All of my hope
All of my strength
All my delight is in you Lord
forevermore

- United, None But Jesus

In the chaos, in confusion, I know you're sovereign still