difficult
why so difficult?
this time is really one of the most difficult times i've had...
of course there is that...
and now my classes today gave me a rude shock... i hate it when grades are not solely based on my effort and are greatly influenced by group work.
internships are difficult
sleeping is difficult... i didn't realise how difficult it would be to get to sleep... i can lie there for hours and hours just thinking
and i haven't even begun thinking about CP. i really need to start... just that it seems everyone already has it settled.
of course lastly there is that battle in me that i need to win whenever it comes to difficult things.. i have such a fixed mindset.. it's time to really tell myself it's ok, i can do it, i will do it and i will succeed or at least try so hard that i will still feel happy in the end. but somehow i just don't really believe myself.
i really need some strength and direction now Lord. i sort of can see myself heading for some kind of breakdown trying to figure all these out by myself because i see no positive happy outcome. i'm scared.
this time is really one of the most difficult times i've had...
of course there is that...
and now my classes today gave me a rude shock... i hate it when grades are not solely based on my effort and are greatly influenced by group work.
internships are difficult
sleeping is difficult... i didn't realise how difficult it would be to get to sleep... i can lie there for hours and hours just thinking
and i haven't even begun thinking about CP. i really need to start... just that it seems everyone already has it settled.
of course lastly there is that battle in me that i need to win whenever it comes to difficult things.. i have such a fixed mindset.. it's time to really tell myself it's ok, i can do it, i will do it and i will succeed or at least try so hard that i will still feel happy in the end. but somehow i just don't really believe myself.
i really need some strength and direction now Lord. i sort of can see myself heading for some kind of breakdown trying to figure all these out by myself because i see no positive happy outcome. i'm scared.