I'm baaaaaaaaaaaack
To livejournal or not to livejournal? That WAS the question. I choose to livejournal =)
I've been keeping a mostly private blog, but I miss talking to people through livejournal. So, I think I'll use livejournal when I actually feel like sharing something with you people that I call friends. =P
Actually, I get this sickening feeling in my stomach when I think about what it means to be a friend because I think I've been a somewhat disappointing one. Maybe it's all in my head like a sundry of other things because I over analyze myself.. but really..I think I'm horrible at maintaining friendships. I think this might be because I have too high of expectations from my friends, and when they fail to live up to those expectations I lose interest; Consequently, my friendships fade. I think it's also because of other factors like my parents and how (un)willing I am to go out every weekend, the sex factor(as in guy friends), etc. I really miss hanging out with Sarah, Emily, Gaby, and Lisa. I'm glad I've kept up my friendship with Alex..but I hardly ever make plans for us to hang out..I should..hmmm. Alex, Rachael, and I were suppose to go to this teen club in Novi, but now I can't because I have to go to the Chemistry Olympiad competition at CMU the next day :(. I was reallyyyy looking forward to that. Anyway, on about the friends thing. I'm really glad I have Roopa, Avni, and Amrita :) Hopefully, I'll do something with all of you sometime this week. Does anyone want to go see Scary Movie 4 or Ice Age 2 and hang out afterward?
That paragraph is kind of funny since I complain in the beginning and then start thinking about how I could fix my problems and then actually kind of plan something...
I watched the final episode of Piya Ka Ghar today. The main character, Rhimjim (I think that's how you would spell her name..), who had always made sacrifices for her family and was always underappreciated and often outright criticized because everyone misundestood her, died of cancer. But before she died everyone apologized to her and asked for forgiveness for all the wrong things they did or said to her. And Rhimjim was happy before she died because she finally united the family. Even though I didn't watch most of the episodes, it was really really sad to watch because of the fact that she had to be minutes away from death for people to realize how badly they treated her. It was sad, and it made me think. It mostly made me think about my dad's family's relationship with my mom...It'll be hard to explain everything on here..so I won't. Death is so powerful.
Friday night I got prank called by someone. The call came up as restricted and the guy had a darth vader-like voice and said shit like "Don't hang up or I'll kill you" If you know who that was, kick his butt for me. Thanks.
:) OK BYE!
I've been keeping a mostly private blog, but I miss talking to people through livejournal. So, I think I'll use livejournal when I actually feel like sharing something with you people that I call friends. =P
Actually, I get this sickening feeling in my stomach when I think about what it means to be a friend because I think I've been a somewhat disappointing one. Maybe it's all in my head like a sundry of other things because I over analyze myself.. but really..I think I'm horrible at maintaining friendships. I think this might be because I have too high of expectations from my friends, and when they fail to live up to those expectations I lose interest; Consequently, my friendships fade. I think it's also because of other factors like my parents and how (un)willing I am to go out every weekend, the sex factor(as in guy friends), etc. I really miss hanging out with Sarah, Emily, Gaby, and Lisa. I'm glad I've kept up my friendship with Alex..but I hardly ever make plans for us to hang out..I should..hmmm. Alex, Rachael, and I were suppose to go to this teen club in Novi, but now I can't because I have to go to the Chemistry Olympiad competition at CMU the next day :(. I was reallyyyy looking forward to that. Anyway, on about the friends thing. I'm really glad I have Roopa, Avni, and Amrita :) Hopefully, I'll do something with all of you sometime this week. Does anyone want to go see Scary Movie 4 or Ice Age 2 and hang out afterward?
That paragraph is kind of funny since I complain in the beginning and then start thinking about how I could fix my problems and then actually kind of plan something...
I watched the final episode of Piya Ka Ghar today. The main character, Rhimjim (I think that's how you would spell her name..), who had always made sacrifices for her family and was always underappreciated and often outright criticized because everyone misundestood her, died of cancer. But before she died everyone apologized to her and asked for forgiveness for all the wrong things they did or said to her. And Rhimjim was happy before she died because she finally united the family. Even though I didn't watch most of the episodes, it was really really sad to watch because of the fact that she had to be minutes away from death for people to realize how badly they treated her. It was sad, and it made me think. It mostly made me think about my dad's family's relationship with my mom...It'll be hard to explain everything on here..so I won't. Death is so powerful.
Friday night I got prank called by someone. The call came up as restricted and the guy had a darth vader-like voice and said shit like "Don't hang up or I'll kill you" If you know who that was, kick his butt for me. Thanks.
:) OK BYE!