*sigh*
Missing things that used to be. Kinda sad when you feel so worthless. I still don't get how one personal choice affects something so much larger. It's over and done with; why the hostility and shutting me out? Why the lack of responses? Why the lack of care? I guess three years wasn't enough; devoting most of every week wasn't enough; spending what little money I had wasn't enough; beating up my car wasn't enough; helping and talking to so many people to help with so many problems wasn't enough... I've got education, psychology, and adolescent development classes under my belt. I can do a lot more good now b/c I know how to handle situations. I've grown up a lot; I don't have drama surrounding me 24/7 so the stress and "fiestyness" is gone.
But I guess it's not enough.
7 months.
But I guess it's not enough.
7 months.