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Im back from Kansas City. It was a great trip. Went to my first casino. Had 5 bucks haha but left with 25$. Went out to eat, to the park, to the movies, to a comedy club, to the bars, and just drove around down town. Anyway its sad to be back and have 7 lessons plans to get done and a PP presentation and various other stuff all by Wed at the latest. I took a bump on the flight home and got a 300$ voucher for it so thats awesome. Rocket was pretty excited to see me when I got home so that made me happy. Was outside with him talking to a neighbor who hunts alot and I was like I dont think I could shoot an animal but itd be cool to go to a firing range and he was like hey im supposed to take a buddy of mine this week if you want to come so that could be fun if I go. But yea this guys name is Clay how ironic huh. No im not looking to date him or anything but its just funny. Im actually not looking to date anyone. Its much easier to keep that in mind with the possibility of going to Germany bc Id be leaving in less than 3 months and I would hate to be attached to someone and then have to leave for 4 months. But its what I need right now anyway. I just read a blog my Clay in which he thinks he may be falling for a friend of his and that thought is kinda making me sick. Even though we arent together anymore and wont be its hard to picture him being with someone else and caring for them the way he did for me. Someone said its supposed to take you half the length of time you were with someone to get over them which for me means a year to get past this. I mean its been what 5 months and Im nowhere near ready but I guess 7 more months is a long time but I want him to wait it out too ya know bc if I had to hear of him with someone else yea well anyway.... Ok I guess I need to stop thinking about it and get ready for bed. Im gonna go read a little bit of this amazing book called Marley and Me which is the true story of this labrador retriever and its hilarious. I stole the book from Ben haha. Ok well goodnight for now.