lol Still going through withdrawl so this may or may not sound angryer than I really feel:
Lets see.... No one cares to hear what happened thrusday.. because all but my 3 online friends where there. So we can skip over that
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Yesterday, Good Friday, was a very BAD Friday:
Lets rant about me doctors.
Baslet: Turns out Mr. Lumpy and ear infection are possible side effects that only 2% of all people on my current drug get. (oh, fun, Mr. Lumpy and I should just go out and get married) 2nd he told me that what I thought was a blance issue due to what I thought was an ear infection, was low blood pressure...
Sitting down blood pressure is 127/84
Standing up blood pressure drops 117/57
yeah.... He didn't like how it dropped so much...(30 point drop is my adv.)
Turns out that low blood pressure could also be a side effect of my current medication. Fun right?
So the only thing they can do to easy the drop in pressure is to have me take things REALLLLLLLLLY slow... like I can't get up too fast... can't walk to fast... etc.
Then on to Jill:
She was proud of me with some stuff.. then angry about other things... =_=' then she said that I needed a family session.. Oh, Lordy that ain't never happenin' O_o My Dad may or may not go... but Mom, yeeeeeeeaaahh...
then I got home around 11 feeling sick and crabby... didn't do anything i wanted to do (mainly cuz I just can't ask people to do things I have to wait for them to ask me, because I have issues like that)
Parents come home at 2pm
Yell at me
make me clean the house
then I pass out cuz, well yeah blood pressure dropped
woke up. almost was doing better....
til parents picked another fight with me. This time over how I don't respect them enough (the last one was about how I don't clean the house well/good enough for them)
all out war with Dad, Dad, being who he is, kept making threats to mom and me...
Then mom told me how much trouble I am
and yeah... I started getting pissy (and not the good kind, more the withdrawal kind because it was my 3rd day skipping)
then I woke up at 5:30 this morning....
Still pissy...
and more or less REALLY angry at a certain person. I'm not going into detail (no NCC peeps, none of you, Nor my friends overseas, Not Candy either *didn't want to make her think it was about yesterday possibly*)
its 6:30... I better go finish cleaning the living room (yeah, this early) and try not to make a noise as not to wake anyone, then get my work stuff and go there...
*sigh* today is gonna suck, but then again I brought in on myself. :/
*skip*
Yesterday, Good Friday, was a very BAD Friday:
Lets rant about me doctors.
Baslet: Turns out Mr. Lumpy and ear infection are possible side effects that only 2% of all people on my current drug get. (oh, fun, Mr. Lumpy and I should just go out and get married) 2nd he told me that what I thought was a blance issue due to what I thought was an ear infection, was low blood pressure...
Sitting down blood pressure is 127/84
Standing up blood pressure drops 117/57
yeah.... He didn't like how it dropped so much...(30 point drop is my adv.)
Turns out that low blood pressure could also be a side effect of my current medication. Fun right?
So the only thing they can do to easy the drop in pressure is to have me take things REALLLLLLLLLY slow... like I can't get up too fast... can't walk to fast... etc.
Then on to Jill:
She was proud of me with some stuff.. then angry about other things... =_=' then she said that I needed a family session.. Oh, Lordy that ain't never happenin' O_o My Dad may or may not go... but Mom, yeeeeeeeaaahh...
then I got home around 11 feeling sick and crabby... didn't do anything i wanted to do (mainly cuz I just can't ask people to do things I have to wait for them to ask me, because I have issues like that)
Parents come home at 2pm
Yell at me
make me clean the house
then I pass out cuz, well yeah blood pressure dropped
woke up. almost was doing better....
til parents picked another fight with me. This time over how I don't respect them enough (the last one was about how I don't clean the house well/good enough for them)
all out war with Dad, Dad, being who he is, kept making threats to mom and me...
Then mom told me how much trouble I am
and yeah... I started getting pissy (and not the good kind, more the withdrawal kind because it was my 3rd day skipping)
then I woke up at 5:30 this morning....
Still pissy...
and more or less REALLY angry at a certain person. I'm not going into detail (no NCC peeps, none of you, Nor my friends overseas, Not Candy either *didn't want to make her think it was about yesterday possibly*)
its 6:30... I better go finish cleaning the living room (yeah, this early) and try not to make a noise as not to wake anyone, then get my work stuff and go there...
*sigh* today is gonna suck, but then again I brought in on myself. :/