I don't think I will ever understand the male population. So if you like me Chris, just say so. If you are hung up on her (your ex), then go out with her. This making someone put their life on hold til you figure out your shit is old. I am done waiting for people to figure out their shit. I have a full time job and responsibilities. Can't wait around forever while the world passes me by.
(A sunset from the other day, it was beautiful.)
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These prayers below have been helping me since my diagnosis this week. For those of you who do not know I have a problem with ulcers and I have been having problems throwing up blood. So prayers and thoughts are helpful. Ulcers are induced by stress sometimes and that seems to be my problem so these prayers have been helping me realize I can't change what is unchangeable...so why worry?
The Serenity Prayer
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.
--Reinhold Niebuhr
Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will direct your paths.
Proverbs 3, 5-6