Jul 22, 2007 14:38
i leave arizona to go back to new hampshire for college in...
13 days.
it's freaking me out.
all i wanted for the past three years was my best friend to be constant in my life. and now she is constant in my life. she's the one who has held me every night since the 27th, and made me less afraid. she's the one who picked up the pieces, and made me be happy again. i owe her.. pretty much everything. i don't think there is ever going to be a way for me to express to her how much she has done for me, how thankful i am, how beautiful i think she is, or how important she is to me.
mallory hooper is my best friend, and she will be forever.
nothing can change that.
not even a countdown that has had me on the verge of tears for the past 2 days.
kent will be here in 3 days.
this is a countdown i'm looking forward to, not dreading, or wishing would come slower. in fact, i wish we could fast forward time, and make seeing each other be closer like we already have once so far.
writing this down is giving me the biggest surge of happiness right now.
have you ever fallen in love without being afraid?
dustin watson,
could i count all the days i have missed you since i've been away?
i'm sure i could, but i wouldn't want to try.
knowing that i missed you yesterday, the day before, and that i'll miss you tomorrow is enough counting for me.
it has me biting my lip.
is my brass heart still in your pocket?