Frustrated.
Every time I turn around, I keep running across something I don't want to see or acknowledge the existence of. And I've run across it maybe five times in the past five minutes. My heart is just thudding with rage and I am gritting my teeth and trying to keep my temper. The last thing the people talking to me right now is for me to flip out at them for a reason they don't understand. Or, probably would understand but wouldn't understand why I'm raging about it now.
I also have decided there's a 99% chance that I will probably ditch markers and buy a tablet if I have the money from the residual check. I'd likely buy one and then stick back the rest of my money and not spend it. I feel pressured to start doing digital, and have been curious about it for a while. And I would honestly feel better, I think, at least regarding one specific way. I'd feel more useful at least.
I just feel kinda left out, and jealous, and overlooked.
I also have decided there's a 99% chance that I will probably ditch markers and buy a tablet if I have the money from the residual check. I'd likely buy one and then stick back the rest of my money and not spend it. I feel pressured to start doing digital, and have been curious about it for a while. And I would honestly feel better, I think, at least regarding one specific way. I'd feel more useful at least.
I just feel kinda left out, and jealous, and overlooked.