Well..
It's fooking hot today. Stupid weather.. I HATE IT. Gr.
I'm also really tired and that sucks.. i didn't get much sleep last night and I woke up at like.. 7:20 and had to run in the shower and kick ass on showering.. I was ready in time for when Kate got here.. So that was awesome. Then I forgot about my Chemistry test.. Yeah.. I dunno how good I did on it. =\ I did get some extra bonus points on it though.. So.. w00t.. Go me. Then the Spanish test, which I think I did alright on. I think i'm going to apply for O.W.E... Yeah I know blah blah blah.. But i'm really getting tired of being the scholar-type. I wanna work.. I've had the urge to just go into O.W.E. and work until I graduate and THEN worry about being all scholar-like.. I dunno though *sigh* I'm starting to hate school.. I'm thinking maybe switching to Talawanda might help but who knows? I need to get away from these crazy ass people in Preble county who have nothing better to do than talk about me. Now there's a rumor going around that I fucked Eric.. Which I find that quite hilarious because I was far from fucking Eric and it's never going to happen but whatever. Then people think I have STDs.. lol Seriously.. If they think I have STDs Bryan would have them.. So maybe they should have Bryan tested and then they'll see for sure if I had STDs or not. Retards, seriously. I haven't slept with a lot of people and the people I have slept with were clean when I slept with them as far as I know, so whatever. I don't just fuck random people. I'm sick of people talking about my life, maybe they should get their own and keep their big asses out of mine. My life isn't anyone's business besides mine, so fuck anyone who wants to dip their nose in it. I'm ignoring all this shit cause i'm sick of argueing with people and they're all hard-headed and stupid anyhow. No sense in argueing with stupid people. They'll think what they wanna think, I don't give a shit. After 2 years i'll never see these people again, and i'll be SO glad. High school is retarded anyways, i'm ready to move on to the real life. People won't freak out and make big stories about you making out with someone.. So whatever. People need to grow the fuck up. I stopped with my shit, and I stopped saying things to people and starting arguments and making claims.. So they need to drop it and get lives and maybe grow up just a little bit. It's not cool to talk about someone when they haven't even done shit to you. The only person who deserves to talk about me is Bryan, and that's because I did put him through a lot. I thought maybe he would be grown up enough to just drop everything and leave me alone, but no. He goes and talks about me too. Whatever, he needs to grow up as well. I hope reality smacks every one of those people's faces one day, and i'll laugh at them. They all need it soon before they actually have to enter the real life instead of this stupid high school life where everything is paid for you and you don't have much worries besides when to get your homework done and when to be at school and all that jazz. I'm not entirely grown up, but i'm a lot more mature now to the point where I don't sit and talk trash about people all day. I go to work, I go to school, and I find time to hang out with my friends. My checks are gone everytime I get them because I pay bills with them. I don't whine about having to spend my money on gas, and I don't whine about not having any money. I'm satisfied with the way i'm living right now because it's preparing me for when I move out when I turn 18, or if I get emancipated before then whenever I decide to move out. I plan on getting emancipated soon, but i'll be doing night school if I do because I have to hold a full time job. I think that's a smart way for me to go right now, because i'd love to have custody of myself and not have to worry about my mom saying shit about me living here. I'd also love to have a full time job, plus i'd love to take night school and be away from the drama of stupid ass high school. I'm thinking of going that way too, I just don't know yet. I'm still thinking of what i'm going to do. Hopefully i'll figure it out soon.
I'm also really tired and that sucks.. i didn't get much sleep last night and I woke up at like.. 7:20 and had to run in the shower and kick ass on showering.. I was ready in time for when Kate got here.. So that was awesome. Then I forgot about my Chemistry test.. Yeah.. I dunno how good I did on it. =\ I did get some extra bonus points on it though.. So.. w00t.. Go me. Then the Spanish test, which I think I did alright on. I think i'm going to apply for O.W.E... Yeah I know blah blah blah.. But i'm really getting tired of being the scholar-type. I wanna work.. I've had the urge to just go into O.W.E. and work until I graduate and THEN worry about being all scholar-like.. I dunno though *sigh* I'm starting to hate school.. I'm thinking maybe switching to Talawanda might help but who knows? I need to get away from these crazy ass people in Preble county who have nothing better to do than talk about me. Now there's a rumor going around that I fucked Eric.. Which I find that quite hilarious because I was far from fucking Eric and it's never going to happen but whatever. Then people think I have STDs.. lol Seriously.. If they think I have STDs Bryan would have them.. So maybe they should have Bryan tested and then they'll see for sure if I had STDs or not. Retards, seriously. I haven't slept with a lot of people and the people I have slept with were clean when I slept with them as far as I know, so whatever. I don't just fuck random people. I'm sick of people talking about my life, maybe they should get their own and keep their big asses out of mine. My life isn't anyone's business besides mine, so fuck anyone who wants to dip their nose in it. I'm ignoring all this shit cause i'm sick of argueing with people and they're all hard-headed and stupid anyhow. No sense in argueing with stupid people. They'll think what they wanna think, I don't give a shit. After 2 years i'll never see these people again, and i'll be SO glad. High school is retarded anyways, i'm ready to move on to the real life. People won't freak out and make big stories about you making out with someone.. So whatever. People need to grow the fuck up. I stopped with my shit, and I stopped saying things to people and starting arguments and making claims.. So they need to drop it and get lives and maybe grow up just a little bit. It's not cool to talk about someone when they haven't even done shit to you. The only person who deserves to talk about me is Bryan, and that's because I did put him through a lot. I thought maybe he would be grown up enough to just drop everything and leave me alone, but no. He goes and talks about me too. Whatever, he needs to grow up as well. I hope reality smacks every one of those people's faces one day, and i'll laugh at them. They all need it soon before they actually have to enter the real life instead of this stupid high school life where everything is paid for you and you don't have much worries besides when to get your homework done and when to be at school and all that jazz. I'm not entirely grown up, but i'm a lot more mature now to the point where I don't sit and talk trash about people all day. I go to work, I go to school, and I find time to hang out with my friends. My checks are gone everytime I get them because I pay bills with them. I don't whine about having to spend my money on gas, and I don't whine about not having any money. I'm satisfied with the way i'm living right now because it's preparing me for when I move out when I turn 18, or if I get emancipated before then whenever I decide to move out. I plan on getting emancipated soon, but i'll be doing night school if I do because I have to hold a full time job. I think that's a smart way for me to go right now, because i'd love to have custody of myself and not have to worry about my mom saying shit about me living here. I'd also love to have a full time job, plus i'd love to take night school and be away from the drama of stupid ass high school. I'm thinking of going that way too, I just don't know yet. I'm still thinking of what i'm going to do. Hopefully i'll figure it out soon.