May 03, 2006 22:17
I'm only human
And I may never know
All the reasons why people come and go
I guess if we can love it all transcends
There's enough to give
We've got our lives to live
Through changes
Recently I've been having pretty hard conversations with a friend I can basically trust my life with. He's helped me in more ways than he'll ever know; yelling at me for all the stupid shit I've done in the past 2-3 months and still talking to me like a good friend. Regardless of the dramatic changes I've made in myself.
These changes are definately not me. It's apparent that they are only temporary and I'd be the dumbest person alive to continue on with my life with the way it is right now.
I don't agree with the person I've become and the person I'd become if I stayed on this path.
So some opposing dramatic changes need to be made so that I can still keep my life intact and still have the ability to eventually benefit others and make some improvements in and for the people I encounter.
I'm more than sure these changes will be made by the time next school year comes around.
We will see how it turns out.