Oct 06, 2005 22:46
WEll, i completely feel like shit. I told Ashley that i would see her later earlier today and then i didnt see her or call her. This is due to my very bad memory. She calls me about 10 and she was like are you okay? then i was like yeah so she was like okay well im going to bed goodnight. no i love you. I asked if she was mad and she said no goodnight. So about 10 mins. later she calls and shes like you are the most inconsiterate person i ever met. Then shes like maybe we should take a break. Then im like where the hell is this comming from? Then she didnt explain anything then i just remembered that i told her i would see her. She's like i hope you feel like shit i really do then she keeps doing it. I feel so terrible. And she is right. i am fucking terrible when it comes to timing and shit like that. She thinks i dont care about her and everything. But fuck all i could say is that i was sorry. I guess i just have to work on it. Last thing she said on the phone was i love you and maybe i will talk to you tomorrow. Oh boy, i keep fucking things up. WEll, have a great night everyone. Hope you arent as much of a fuck up as me.