Damn....
Well, I went to my classes and around 6 00 i got a call. Well, my grandfathers "wife" was doing worse and they said she probably wouldn't make it passed the next 24 hrs. Well, about an hour later i get another call. She passed away.That's apart of life. I just didn't expect it to happen so soon. She was given 6 months about 1 month ago. So i figured i could go through this semester of school and then i could go back to Indy and transfer to IUPUI. I guess i will have to transfer sooner than what i thought. So my guess is that I will be moving back to Indy, living with my grandfather, start going to IUPUI and working hopefully. This does change a lot but it's probably for the better. I'm happy that she is in a better place. I hope it didn't hurt. It's been while since someone close to me died. She was always there to make sure i got new supplies and clothes for school. She was also very understanding. SO now i have a new role. My role as caretaker. I mean my grandfather is competent (sp?) and he can do everything. However, he gets lonely. So I ( not sure if self elected or if it sort of fell upon me) am the one who will be there with him. It's the least I can do. After all the things he has provided for me, after everything, and it will also be a service to her. B/c i know that she wouldnt want my grandfather to be by himself. It's not exactly what I want to do but this sort of thing is bigger than me and I have to suck it up and be a man. I guess there is a few bright sides to this tho. One I can be closer to Ashley. Two, it will give me and my grandfather more bonding time. Also, i do remember hearing something along the lines of with death comes a birth of something good. So msybe it's God's way of getting me to be closer to Ashley? dunno. Anyway, we will see how things go.