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So just as always i find myself confused. I also wonder why i leave myself so open. I find myself wanting to say words but not knowing how to say then or the right time... I can't understand how one person can affect you they way they can but damn... I cant explain it and i don't feel comfortable about not knowing about it.... Okay other than that things are well. I took my dad out for Father's Day and it felt kind of akward(sp?) and its weird cuz its my father. We just didn't seem like we had anything to talk about. I think its just we haven't really done anthing father and son- like He is always working and so am i so we dont have that bond.. Guess that's how it goes. It's all good tho. I have to just let everything go.. Forget all the possible negatives. Then i will be fine. Well, I think that is a good enough journal for right now.