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this weekend was murder.
my body, my state of mind, im pretty much done for.
i have like a 102 degree fever and an interview in a half hour. i hope it goes well because i already quit my other job. or just stopped showing up. my life is a train wreck.
im sick of melodrama and egocentricsm and jealousy and hurt and DRINKING, which brings nothing but bullshit lately.
i need motivation to change and i don't know where to find it.
this marks me retreating a bit and hoping that i find where my purpose lies by becoming a recluse for a while.
my body, my state of mind, im pretty much done for.
i have like a 102 degree fever and an interview in a half hour. i hope it goes well because i already quit my other job. or just stopped showing up. my life is a train wreck.
im sick of melodrama and egocentricsm and jealousy and hurt and DRINKING, which brings nothing but bullshit lately.
i need motivation to change and i don't know where to find it.
this marks me retreating a bit and hoping that i find where my purpose lies by becoming a recluse for a while.