dilemna
choice:
stay. get insanely better at art. build up my portfolio and gain technical knowledge. save money. graduate a year later then planned. stay another year at home and be force to pay even more to the 'rents. get to take fun classes like piano, ballet and chemistry. less stress on next semester. putting off moving out which means more time to save (unless the parents make me pay more). putting off the scary invetiable of being cut off completely and unable to come back.
or
go. move out. get student loans. live in la jolla. be independent. go to ucsd. get done with college in 4 years. all the more closer to moving to arizona and starting the apprentenship program. problem: not gain as much techinical knowledge because ucsd is more of a conceptual art school. might have to look at graduate school. which means more money to be paid and more student loans to be had. might have to live completely on own seeing as prospective roomates most likely will not be moving out same year as me. have to pay up the butt for rent. wont be able to come back. 'rents refuse to help out. growing up when im comfortable where i am. more freedom. no rules. no regulations. if i do something, it affects only me. getting away from the problems at home. feeling like adandoned Barbara. wont be able to see her or the fam as much.
uh. help?
which one?
stay. get insanely better at art. build up my portfolio and gain technical knowledge. save money. graduate a year later then planned. stay another year at home and be force to pay even more to the 'rents. get to take fun classes like piano, ballet and chemistry. less stress on next semester. putting off moving out which means more time to save (unless the parents make me pay more). putting off the scary invetiable of being cut off completely and unable to come back.
or
go. move out. get student loans. live in la jolla. be independent. go to ucsd. get done with college in 4 years. all the more closer to moving to arizona and starting the apprentenship program. problem: not gain as much techinical knowledge because ucsd is more of a conceptual art school. might have to look at graduate school. which means more money to be paid and more student loans to be had. might have to live completely on own seeing as prospective roomates most likely will not be moving out same year as me. have to pay up the butt for rent. wont be able to come back. 'rents refuse to help out. growing up when im comfortable where i am. more freedom. no rules. no regulations. if i do something, it affects only me. getting away from the problems at home. feeling like adandoned Barbara. wont be able to see her or the fam as much.
uh. help?
which one?