SHIT
Why is it that when things finally seem to be going good... BAM, it fucks itself up.
I have ten dollars in my pocket till the 24th, I have an 8th of a tank of gas, and I need tampons, which means I will go without tampons, because I have to get to work.
FUCK. I hate days like this. We will probably end up borrowing from Donna AGAIN, we owe here more money then I care to count, and it sucks, very very badly. I seem to be having more days like this then I can afford to have.
Plus, my T thinks that I am in the ED more severe then I should be appearantly, because of the recent weight loss of 30 pounds (2 months), not that it matters to anyone who reads this, but I may get commited because of it. I have a two hour "discussion" with the treatment team on the 25th, so wish me luck with that. I am trying to maintain, until then, I cant get commited now, Ive tried so hard to stay out of the hospital, Ive wasted 3 years of my life in it, I am done with the hospital.
I have ten dollars in my pocket till the 24th, I have an 8th of a tank of gas, and I need tampons, which means I will go without tampons, because I have to get to work.
FUCK. I hate days like this. We will probably end up borrowing from Donna AGAIN, we owe here more money then I care to count, and it sucks, very very badly. I seem to be having more days like this then I can afford to have.
Plus, my T thinks that I am in the ED more severe then I should be appearantly, because of the recent weight loss of 30 pounds (2 months), not that it matters to anyone who reads this, but I may get commited because of it. I have a two hour "discussion" with the treatment team on the 25th, so wish me luck with that. I am trying to maintain, until then, I cant get commited now, Ive tried so hard to stay out of the hospital, Ive wasted 3 years of my life in it, I am done with the hospital.