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I think I've officially lost Karah as a friend. That's two best friends that I've lost in one year. Is there something wrong with me? I just feel so... alone. I don't have any true friends who go to my school. You wanna know what happened? I've known Karah was drifting off for awhile, but I was hoping she'd realize what she was doing and snap out of it. Well, when I had to learn from Steven that Karah had officially dropped out of school, and she wouldn't tell me, I knew that was it. She can't share her thoughts and feelings with me anymore, or even let me know that she won't be there.
I feel unloved. I know Dalena and Anday care about me, and Matt too. But the only people that I fully trust here at home are a couple of friends from church, because I know them to be good people. It's just so hard. I've always been the kind of person that needs a couple of good friends, and now I don't have them. I'm sorry, I gotta go. I'm getting upset and I don't want my mom to see that.
I feel unloved. I know Dalena and Anday care about me, and Matt too. But the only people that I fully trust here at home are a couple of friends from church, because I know them to be good people. It's just so hard. I've always been the kind of person that needs a couple of good friends, and now I don't have them. I'm sorry, I gotta go. I'm getting upset and I don't want my mom to see that.