going crazy. only. really.

Dec 08, 2005 21:41

blowing everything including practicing. homework. and thinking about percussion, jazz band, piano, voice, auditions, orchestra, band music i CANT play, chamber orchestra music i also CANT play, accompanying, chamber choir, learning my music for ACDA or just like anything. im not writing my articles for newspaper and im not doing anything productive, youth group wise. and i just found out my mom was at church for some meeting about people who don't like christmas or w/e because they lost like someone and now it sucks. and like why cant she talk to me about that. she has to go talk to all like widows or people's who's parents/grandparents have died.
so. im not doing anything. im horrible. but i cant take it right now. so im doing a survey.
eat that bitches, or read it.

1. Spell your name backward? LEUQAR. or LEHCAR. either way. its close to some kind of liquer :-)

2. Story behind your name: i dunno if there is one. i think i was almost a jackie or something. its a good thing my dad didnt like that name.

3. whens your birthday : March 31st

4. Where do you live : Milford

DESCRIBE YOUR:

5. Wallet : Black with a blue "R"

6. Eyes : Hazel, Green, changing colors.

7. Toothbrush : Pink

8. Jewelry worn daily : nothing daily. i wear my piano necklace alot.

9. Cell Phone : ghetto like woah

10. Pillow cover right now : yellow

11. Car : Truck, or Mustang. Now, a license, thats a different story

12. Bedroom : Blue, with Stars/Moons/Suns everywhere and some HP posters:-)

13. Sunglasses : i have like three. cheetah, pink, and the clear ones marco liked to steal until they got broken.

15. Cologne/Perfume : i dont tend to use them. just me and mah deoderant.

17. Piercings : ears times two.

18. What you are wearing now : green sweat pants, green tee shirt. i dont match even a little bit. its awesome.

19. Wishing : "you were somehow here again?"

20. Wanting: sleep

21. After this : homework and no sleep for raquel

22. If you could get away with it and murder anyone who would it be : i couldnt in a million years

23. Person you wish you could see right now : mi padre i suppose.

24. Some of your favorite movies : historic action movies and/or HP and fantasy movies!

25. Something you're looking forward to in the coming week : no more concerts

26.Something you just ate : i had dinner like 5 hours ago. salad and ravioli. woo.

27. Something you are deathly afraid of : more than one concert at a time. accidents that wont happen but i always think they're going to.

28. Do you like candles : yes.

29. Do you like incense : yeah.

30. Do you like the taste of blood : ..eww..

31. Do you believe in love : yeah.

33. Do you believe in love at first sight : probably not.

34. Do you believe in Heaven: i dunno

35. Do you believe in God : i dunno. i think so.

39. Can you eat with chopsticks : i love too!

40. What's your favorite coin : quarter

41. What are some of your favorite candies : i dunno.

43. What's something you wish you could understand better: life? death? everything in between. why some people are prodigies and why i cant be like themm. ahhhh ;-)

44. How many people have you kissed : like..two? sad huh.

47. Are you shy around your crush : noope

49. Do you know what it feels like to be in love : noope

50. Would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friends : of course!

FASHION STUFF:

52. Have any tattoos : no

53. What is your favorite thing to wear : SWEATPANTS AND SWEATSHIRTS THAT DONT MATCH!!!

54. How much is the most you've ever spent on a single item of clothing : like 50$..maybe. probably closer to 30-40 though.

55. Who is the least fashionable person you know : me?

56. Do you match your belt with your hair color : no.

57. What is the worst thing you've ever thought would look good: fluffy anything!

58. How many pairs of shoes do you own : like 30. (i swear im not that bad. its just that my feet havent grown since like 6/7th grade

59. What is the worst trend you see today: trench coats? if you can call it a trend.

RANDOM:

60. Do you do drugs : only the perscribed kind.

61. What kind of shampoo do you use : right now..charles worthington and pave

62. What are you listening to right now : nothin

63. What are essentials in your life: honestly. i dont know anymore.

64. Whats a break up song you are most likely to listen to while breaking up: i dunno. havent really ever had to deal with that.

65. What are you doing for your birthday: well im going to go to school. and then im going to perform during opening night of beauty and the beast and pray i have some kind of part.

66. What do you want for Christmas: sanity.
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