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so someone hasnt updated in like 3 years! wonder who that could be...oh yea, me! i have been non-stop busy, its insane really. i've been working like a mofo and trying to pass my classes. i cant tell you how much i hate chemistry. yesterday me and shannon studied for 10 hours. from 1:30pm til 11:30pm. see i think the problem was that we studied too much, if thats possible. i mean we covered everything there was and i felt so confident on everything except this tiny math section but i figured how much math could be on the cumlative final? on top of studying for a ridiculous amount of time, i got 4 hours of sleep cause i def could not sleep. so i just got back from the final now and i think i failed it. it took all my might not to cry when i came out of there. its not fair! how come i study my ass off and get no results?! i understand everything but when i go to take the test its like its all foreign to me. so the "tiny math section"...yea, there was a whole page of it! i left at least 3 problems blank and quessed on at least 5 more questions. so im walking home and im seriously trying not to burst into tears because i had to get a c to keep my c because if i get a d then my gpa will def go down and if i loose my scholarship i cant afford to be here!! all because of this stupid class that i will NEVER use for my major. what does this have to do with special ed?? so i just called my mom and she couldnt even understand me cause i was so emotional, seriously i was like hyperventilating. but i think no matter what, at least the class is over with and whatever happens to me, my parents will support me. god, its just so frustrating! i called in sick to work today because theres no way i can handle it today. i have way too much to do before i leave tomorrow and i still have to study for another exam. ugh, and to make it worse its all rainy and gross outside...wonderful. but at least i am going home tomorrow and i am so excited to see all my friends again...val, we got big plans this weekend! haha and i got my job back at einsteins and i start on sat...i need money!! haha plus seeing my family is always good and i def need a break from up here. so i guess thats it...good luck on exams everyone! have an awesome break.