Stupid Bull
Okay. I'm pissed off enough to actually do another post in the same night. You guys'll have to explain this to me.
If somebody says they want to talk to you later, and when later is qualified as when you return from a trip, and when you return and broach the subject, and then the response is I'll need to think it over and I don't know if I want to go into it . . .
THEN WHY THE FUCK DID YOU BRING IT UP IN THE FIRST PLACE?
I mean seriously. What fucking point does that serve. Unless I'm expected to play some little fucking game and dig and do all this other bullshit that I just don't have the energy for. Why? To what purpose is this fucking torture when you don't even know what's going on inside you're own fucking head. When you don't know when to speak and when to stay silent. When to be friendly and when to be aloof. I mean come on. Can somebody in my life throw me a fucking bone here?
Why can't life be easy? You answer me that, and I think I might start to understand.