*sigh*

[raqalicious]

I always do it to myself.

Here we are, almost a full year later, and things are exactly how I thought they'd turn out. But I let myself anyway, I did what I said I'd never do again, and here we are.

* sigh *

My heart's still broken, but I'm at least starting to stand back up. I'll go down with the ship, I'm used to it by now.