So I never update, so don't get use to this. But when you are alone and homesick, this is all you have.
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? oh boy? Be a senior. techincally finish college. teach. completely forget assignments. find a boy who seems to like me without me pursuing him first (sort of ;) ). lose a friend to graduation.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i dont usually make any real ones.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? duff?
4. Did anyone close to you die? no
5. What countries did you visit? strong badia
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005? a college diploma.
7. What dates from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? every day I spent in suite 205. may 10 - moving into the apt. december 2 - spanish dinner
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? teaching
9. What was your biggest failure? if i had a memory this would be easier. failure? maybe missing my final? no idea...
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? yea my mysterious narcolepsy...
11. What was the best thing you bought? 66 flo #3
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? everyone i know.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Patrick. Ryan. Nutty. BOYS
14. Where did most of your money go? rent
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? all the time I got to spend with my friends. everyone turning 21. celebrating everything and nothing.
16. What song will always remind you of 2005? oh gahd. Oh! I know this one! GOLDDIGGER!!!!!
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? happier
b) thinner or fatter? fatter
c) richer or poorer? richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? i'm happy where i am.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? worry
20. How will you be spending Christmas? with my friends! then my family! with fish UGH and ham wooooo
21. Did you fall in love in 2005? i fell in love with a lot of things. i loved pple more too.
22. How many one-night stands? 0
23. What was your favorite TV program? that 70s show
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? nah
25. What was the best book you read? sisterhood
26. What was your greatest musical discovery? kayne
27. What did you want and get? i always get what i want ;)
28. What did you want and not get? a winning lottery ticket. but that might be cuz i didnt play.
29. What was your favorite film of this year? the longest yard
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 21. I went to to class, concert band, (sinfonia was cancelled YES), and then the B with nate, aaron, katie, anna, lauren, danielle, kristin. nate made insinuations that got us into a fight but we made up.
31.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? homie dont play that game
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005? jeans and a t shirt
33. What kept you sane? my friends. rearranging;)
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? i know who i now despise! does that help?
35. What political issue stirred you the most? mitt's holiday tree. douche.
36. Who did you miss? denise. mike. treasa. elise. aran. anna. cali. f'ing everyone.
37. Who was the best new person you met? aran.
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005: the things that happen make you who you are. don't wish to undo them.
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: "we're going down down in an earlier round, but sugar we're going down swinging. i'll be your number one with a bullet. loaded god complex, cock it and pull it"
So my mom called today. And we all know I have a love-hate relationship with my parents. I miss/like them until I see them, then I get over it. So my mom calls, and I'm so happy. And she's rambling. And I dont mind. And then I realize I don't mind, which means I'm homesick as hell, and then I want to cry. But I'm glad she called. And it was funny at this moment:
Dad: aren't you scared being there by yourself?
Me: YES!
Dad: THEN WHY ARE YOU?! (yelling at me by the way)
haha he gets so angry about nothing. ooh dad.
thanks to everyone who is getting me through this. positive and negative LJ responses included.