Aug 01, 2005 17:57
Allo mates,
Hows Life? My life is going okay. For the most part I have recovered fully from the reverence dealt to me in April;) Theres still a bit of interference running amuck, but I am dealing with it every day till I get rid of any annoyance. I am glad to finally get back to my original roots. It was much desired, and definitely earned. Today I hung with Annie and Marc after work. Annie, Marc and I ran some of my errands, and had to get Marc's grapes from my fridge. So we hung out a bit, and we decided to go pay Bryan a visit, and Samann? I think I spelled that wrong. Shes kewl! Seems very fun. Anyways, now I am deciding what to do with my room. lol. I wanna rearrange it. So I bet everyone is dying to know the new and whats on my mind..lol. riight. LOL. So new stuff huh? Well I achieved my year at Kohls. I also got a raise, as well as a lil promotion. I now can do supervisor cashier, which is very rare, since there are so many there, but if one gets sick or calls in, I get the keys YAY BABY! lol. I also have a year left at Oakland. (tear)lol. I am a happy mofo! I can't wait to start Fall Semester. I can't wait to meet more people and get new friendships:) My thoughts are focused mostly on graduating, but a few key issues that I think about a lot. One is: Loneliness. I don't mean in a dark or a light region. Sometimes I think loneliness can be happiness. I think this because you spend time with yourself trying to focus on your life. It is good, and gets a lot accomplished, unless ur a gamer! LOL. I do think however, that loneliness is not good long term. I mean it can get to you after awhile. It burns your love, and burns your life. We were created to love something in life. No one leaves life loving nothing. Even if you love to hate, you still love. I think some people shelter themselves around friends just to make it feel that they are not lonely.
Second thing I think about a lot is: Power. Power is tooooo used frequently to get what people want. People just dont see the big picture or realize the consequences. Oh well. So is life. All I know is, like Angelic said in her song: "Can't Keep Me Silent." I plan on living my life by that. I need to show more ability, therefore people might see me try for some stuff and go out of OU with a shockwave:) YAY! Anyways, I hope everyone is doing good. Love you all. Gnite. Josh