Where were you?

[rapturemachine]

you wanna rip the system
you wanna break through
but you're so disconnected
    who gives a shit about you?
all your problems are not just
going away
but you're not changing
so keep on grinding your shit.

you've got so much indifference
there's more every day
and there's just so much building
you wanna rip
right through
   your
       lungs
but nothing's clinging
and all your choices are up
so just drown in your mess

-- and shut the fuck up.

[[    clench your teeth
      until they crack
      and swallow         ]]

WHERE WERE YOU?
      WHERE WERE YOU?
      WHERE WERE YOU?
      WHERE WERE YOU?

Once again, I've had all sorts of emotions lately, but the music is more important, so it makes it into writing above all else.