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Woke up this morning feeling nervous. I have to preach tomorrow in chapel, and that is pretty scary. But I do want to share my heart. I just took a math test, i know I failed it. And i know i will not pass my math class. So right now i'm pretty depressed. Times like this I wonder "does God really exist?" Well deep inside my heart I say, "of course He exists." Then my next question becomes, "does God hate me." Does He care about what I'm going through? The truth is, is that I've been pretty depressed lately. To my friends that are reading this, yeah I know. You had no idea, right? Well its because I can hide it really well. I'm an expert at hiding it. I know God exists, I just need to hear something from Him. I know this is pretty deep. I guess failing my math test today, kind of dragged it out.