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work was so long today. I was being ridiculous and wierd as PER usual. lol and I decided like a flippin idiot to tell tyler I liked him. he said he had no idea and things like he "totally wants to be friends" and he "never thought of me that way". and I was talkin to my new zealand friend and last night he randomly said - I knew we should have made out. I was like NOT saying anything. tonight if my mahm lets me out I wanna go to the mall with kacy. I think Im gonna dye my hair once again. I got these two smartpunk cds at warped tour and theyre freakin amazing. I suggest anyone who likes music like me should get them. my dog sure is acting wierd today. oh! exciting news: I learned how to work the register at work today so hopefully work wont be so laborful from now on. I dont even know whats going on with a bunch of my friends right now. I am confused. nobody wants me anymore. OH Im officially quitting smoking. I might get a pack tonight but I will make it last for a couple weeks rather than one day. at work I had a half of one that they today inc. kids left and it nearly knocked me out. I got really lightheaded and I couldnt walk, my whole body went numb. that and the fact that my mom actually asked me for a cig yesterday was all so wierd so I decided Ive had enough of being a yucky smoker. proud? I know. jk :) smile. haha I love andy milonakis sometimes.