MmmHmm its Friday
Last Friday was jay's 20th birthday, i made him a card with our pic on the front, i was so happy for him. I loviez him , no matter if he does or does not towards me, or doesn't show it as much as I. Hah. Peole thought we were dating last year!! hahahahah. i cracked the fuck up. One b/c he is pretty much homosexual (but i think he's bi or at least was) and yeah we are just good friends and like to mess with each other. I hung out in his room, i went back to my room to take a shower, then met him with others in my friends room. We had a few free mixed drinks (mostly vodka) and before that we went to the karoke show for like 20 mins. I wanted to go up and sing so i could feel like a rock star!! but yeah we came too late and they didn't have time for anymore. (In other words...the live band was only paid for 2 hours) hah.
Anyway yaaaaah, that was a fun night (and no drama. I gave jay 20 spankings for his birthday and he screamed like a little kid the whole time. It wasn't as fun as giving desmond his though. Hmmm Jay is always interesting and entertaining. We yelled at people out the window like annoying obnoxious people and danced around and jay took a million pics with his drunk ass!(which isnt always a good idea). The next week, Theresa said i was "macking" on her ex bf, but i was not. She rubbed it in my face a lot and i told her we could fight it out, outside. We obviously didn't swing that way. It wasn't a big deal. All i did was dance with him for literally 10 seconds but i can kind of understand how she felt (in a honest/joking manner) if i looked at her perspective. Yeah shes a sweetie, yet she said she would never invite me to another party. (I believe she was joking). lol.
Ahem last sat. i really don't remember it, and it wasn't from me being intoxicated at all. It just was a chill day where i did almost nothing, but lay on my bed and watch tv and eat maybe one sandwhich and an orange. Sunday i was fuckin starvin hah. It was my own fault.
Sunday....hmwk day and what not. Not very exciting. until i had an hour of hypomania. i was hyper and sad at the same time, i was shaking, i was sitting in the dark wondering what to do with myself. I started crying then just went to sleep.
As for this weekend, its up in the air. I want to do a lot but i can't skip out on too much hmwk time. I will prob. play tennis and see a movie and go shopping and work on two papers due soon. And POSSibly get my cartilage pierced 0_0 (I need to ask D about good piercing ideas again...)
Good news!! I'll be moving in with a roommate this weekend, named Sarah. She seems very social and friendly and very pretty and just chill. I believe we'll have fun together and that we clicked well. Shes 18 and will be 19 in oct. (the 5th) Shes a libra!! yay and we both have boyfriends, but they are a few or more hours away. Hmmm yeah i hope it all works out well. I'm excited, a little nervous b/c its new. But i shall deal. I'll be in the same building which is nice, ( i would have not gone anywhere else anyway) And i'll be two floors up from where i'm at now. I'll finally have someone cool to talk to every day and another person to hang with n etc. Since school started i've been in a double room by myself, which has been nice but it always feels its missing something. The only ppl i know in this building so far, is Sarah of course, David, Doug, Steve, Lavinia, and a girl named Lauren. Everyone else....yeah we won't get int othat. Just BLAH.
Latah bitches,
Ashley
(My memory has been fading lately, sometimes i won't even remember who i talked to the other day. This whole week i've been waking up every 3 hours and having crazy dreams. I don't want to sleep tonight...)
Anyway yaaaaah, that was a fun night (and no drama. I gave jay 20 spankings for his birthday and he screamed like a little kid the whole time. It wasn't as fun as giving desmond his though. Hmmm Jay is always interesting and entertaining. We yelled at people out the window like annoying obnoxious people and danced around and jay took a million pics with his drunk ass!(which isnt always a good idea). The next week, Theresa said i was "macking" on her ex bf, but i was not. She rubbed it in my face a lot and i told her we could fight it out, outside. We obviously didn't swing that way. It wasn't a big deal. All i did was dance with him for literally 10 seconds but i can kind of understand how she felt (in a honest/joking manner) if i looked at her perspective. Yeah shes a sweetie, yet she said she would never invite me to another party. (I believe she was joking). lol.
Ahem last sat. i really don't remember it, and it wasn't from me being intoxicated at all. It just was a chill day where i did almost nothing, but lay on my bed and watch tv and eat maybe one sandwhich and an orange. Sunday i was fuckin starvin hah. It was my own fault.
Sunday....hmwk day and what not. Not very exciting. until i had an hour of hypomania. i was hyper and sad at the same time, i was shaking, i was sitting in the dark wondering what to do with myself. I started crying then just went to sleep.
As for this weekend, its up in the air. I want to do a lot but i can't skip out on too much hmwk time. I will prob. play tennis and see a movie and go shopping and work on two papers due soon. And POSSibly get my cartilage pierced 0_0 (I need to ask D about good piercing ideas again...)
Good news!! I'll be moving in with a roommate this weekend, named Sarah. She seems very social and friendly and very pretty and just chill. I believe we'll have fun together and that we clicked well. Shes 18 and will be 19 in oct. (the 5th) Shes a libra!! yay and we both have boyfriends, but they are a few or more hours away. Hmmm yeah i hope it all works out well. I'm excited, a little nervous b/c its new. But i shall deal. I'll be in the same building which is nice, ( i would have not gone anywhere else anyway) And i'll be two floors up from where i'm at now. I'll finally have someone cool to talk to every day and another person to hang with n etc. Since school started i've been in a double room by myself, which has been nice but it always feels its missing something. The only ppl i know in this building so far, is Sarah of course, David, Doug, Steve, Lavinia, and a girl named Lauren. Everyone else....yeah we won't get int othat. Just BLAH.
Latah bitches,
Ashley
(My memory has been fading lately, sometimes i won't even remember who i talked to the other day. This whole week i've been waking up every 3 hours and having crazy dreams. I don't want to sleep tonight...)