its just hard
this is so much harder than i ever imagined......
i mean, i know this is where i need and ultimatly want to be, but i just feel like i can't do it anymore....
i miss him more than i ever thought possible.....
its so stupid, but all i can do is sit here and cry, i need to occupy myself somehow....
i love you justin, i want to be with you for the rest of my life..my heart if yours.