Audio Diary 4: Sick to My Stomach

[raptureblues]

So how is that shed o' yours coming, Delta?

And Mister Castiel...Sorry to hear about your accident. It's...so strange here, the way people keep coming back like they'd never- Without VitaChambers, even!

Since the bathhouse has got the cleanest water, I'm gonna get a laundry tub started over there. Fair time that things are kept fresh and decent. Doin

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[thinkin_man]

The shed's coming together fine. It shouldn't be much longer.

And what about Eleanor? |

[raptureblues]

Good.

I think...I think she's ill.

worried daddy is worried :v

[thinkin_man]

Ill?

What's wrong? Does she need anything? |

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[raptureblues]

I'm not sure...

Sometimes I think I hear her gaggin' late at night.

[Locked to Grace]

[thinkin_man]

Gagging? Oh..I..

Eleanor has been producing ADAM. Only a small amount, Grace.

I wish there was another way. I really do. It hurts me to see her having to...do that.

Very soon we'll have enough ADAM to keep me stable and Eleanor will stop. It's why I'm building the shed.

Please..If Eleanor hadn't I would have become one of those people.
I can't let her face the world without me again.

[Locked to Delta]

[raptureblues]

OH I see.

I see indeed. You have that poor girl guilted into turning out her stomach 'cause you've been spliced? Because she's your only option...is that it?

Well I don't don't like it, Mister Johnny. I don't like this situation one bit. You'd better find some other way of doin' things.

[Locked//too lazy to make pretty text]

[thinkin_man]

Guilted? You really think I've guilted her into doing this? Eleanor is my life, Grace. I don't want her turning out her stomach at all.

...I'll find a way.

[Locked//too lazy to make pretty text]

[raptureblues]

You had better.

Re: [Locked//too lazy to make pretty text]

[thinkin_man]

It isn't causing Eleanor any pain. I swear to you. If it was hurting her...then I wouldn't have allowed it.

She'd be more in pain seeing me as one of those mindless Splicers. I need to defend her, Grace. She needs me.

Soon. I promise.

[Locked//too lazy to make pretty text]

[raptureblues]

It ain't right for the girl to be hacking up ADAM, either! You know she isn't hurt? You think she'd admit it, if she's under this notion she's saving you?

...It better be, 'cause I won't have her pukin' any of you no more fix.

Re: [Locked//too lazy to make pretty text]

[thinkin_man]

She promised me she wasn't in pain. Eleanor wouldn't just lie to me like that.

My..fix. I don't want to be on that awful stuff. I didn't want this.

Re: [Locked//too lazy to make pretty text]

[raptureblues]

Oh, Eleanor's a sly little thing about hidin' her own feelings when she sets her mind to something...Surprised you don't realize it. Just 'cause you're her Daddy doesn't mean she'll be straight up with you 'bout herself.

She's been taught not to be thinking too much on herself. Which is part my own mistake...but I won't let the Family's lessons do her wrong anymore

Re: [Locked//too lazy to make pretty text]

[thinkin_man]

But she told me..

I still don't think she'd lie to me about it. Wouldn't I be able to feel it if she was in pain? What about my bond with her?

I never want to hurt her. Please, don't think I'm using her for anything.

I love her, Grace.

Re: [Locked//too lazy to make pretty text]

[raptureblues]

Would you?

If you love her, you treat her like a human, and not a gas pump. Less you want me to keep thinking you a monster.

[locked//lool]

[thinkin_man]

I'm not treating her like a gas pump! How can you..even say that about me? After everything?

I can't believe you...

[locked//The grudgin' never ends]

[raptureblues]

There's a good many things about this situation she's in I don't want to believe.