May 09, 2006 18:52
I am indecisive-I can't see in black and white, only gray
I can't get my words out-my mind's too muddled to put my thoughts into words
I'm so selfish-and only just realized how selfish I am
I'm judgmental-and have no right to be
I've been rotting my brain on music and television
I havn't had a decent conversation I felt I could participate in in forever
My friends at school have hardcore, intelligent, legitimate conversations about religion everyday and I don't feel like I should open my mouth.
I hate, I procrastinate, and I complain too much.
My father is bitter. My mother has no love in her heart. My brother is buried in worldly desires. My grandmothers are dying. And I've emotionally cut myself off from everyone who's ever loved me.
I want to be a better person but I don't know how.
My angsty teenage problems.