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its only a little past noon and already today has been totally weird.
i saw a picture of josh in the paper at the scene of the accident. totally uneccessary and in very bad taste . to imagine that someone was just standing there taking pictures while someone was on the road dying makes my stomach turn.
i found out that my ex-fionce is getting married next month... it doesn't make me upset or anything. i'm really happy for him and i wish him nothing but the best. its just...weird.
i had a dream last night that one of my close friends died...it was horrible. i woke up and just cried for a half an hour and thought about calling him but it was 4am... i think what brought it on was josh's death. i didn't really know him that well but so many of my friends did...and it just scares me to think that at any time something like this could happen to one of them. i've never really known anyone, like a friend, thats died.
who needs a drink?
i saw a picture of josh in the paper at the scene of the accident. totally uneccessary and in very bad taste . to imagine that someone was just standing there taking pictures while someone was on the road dying makes my stomach turn.
i found out that my ex-fionce is getting married next month... it doesn't make me upset or anything. i'm really happy for him and i wish him nothing but the best. its just...weird.
i had a dream last night that one of my close friends died...it was horrible. i woke up and just cried for a half an hour and thought about calling him but it was 4am... i think what brought it on was josh's death. i didn't really know him that well but so many of my friends did...and it just scares me to think that at any time something like this could happen to one of them. i've never really known anyone, like a friend, thats died.
who needs a drink?