The new sun
I wanna try and make full on sentences about how this feels
to see you smiling away with someone else without a care.
No, its been years since last we spoke
and the same goes for the last time you smiled my way.
Being honest, your new smile gives me deep chills
like I once had when you were here and I was there.
Yeah, its been cold since we last joked
about the things that made us mad and made us gay.
Do you see me, in secret, like I see you?
Is this two way mirror here to torment me instead?
I could break the silence
and she were we can go from here.
The best I can expect is best of friends
but reality says you have hated me since.
Can I hold you, in respect, like you were mine?
Are these arms made to fall short of their mark instead?
You could be of guidance
and lead me away from right here.
The worst that.....
to see you smiling away with someone else without a care.
No, its been years since last we spoke
and the same goes for the last time you smiled my way.
Being honest, your new smile gives me deep chills
like I once had when you were here and I was there.
Yeah, its been cold since we last joked
about the things that made us mad and made us gay.
Do you see me, in secret, like I see you?
Is this two way mirror here to torment me instead?
I could break the silence
and she were we can go from here.
The best I can expect is best of friends
but reality says you have hated me since.
Can I hold you, in respect, like you were mine?
Are these arms made to fall short of their mark instead?
You could be of guidance
and lead me away from right here.
The worst that.....