My Mind The Hypocrite

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I have an uncomfortable feeling
Where my mind tells me completely different things
One can be happy
The other sad
One reasonable
The other rebellious
I end up hurting those I love the most
I really don't mean to
I know how to fix my mind
So I blame myself
And drown in my own pity
I didn't choose to be this way
So why must I constantly fight these feelings