Life goes on...
My good friend Davin OD'd on painkillers yesterday morning in an apparent failed suicide attempt (please don't quote me on this one yet, I just barely recieved details that has led me to believe this is the case and I will disclose the information on a need to know basis). He's at St. Luke's in Boise. I visted him tonight but he was unconscious. Mr. Pena tells me that that worst is over and that he is extremely lucky to be alive. He needs his friends more than ever and needs to be shown to take the good with the bad in life. I know I'm considered to be one of the quiet ones. But if any of you need someone to talk to for any reason, my doors are open! And I've made tons of mistakes and lived through some extremely tough situations. We are too young and have many great things to look forward to even though we may not realize it yet! Life does suck sometimes and for some people it seems to suck almost all the time. We can always heal over time, and friends help make this process easier. I'll be honest with you all. I'm 22, and to this day, I still have momments when I just break down in tears and cried myself to sleep when life gets overwhelming. I know a lot of us hate it when others or ourselves vent on Diary Land, Live Journal, Myspace, Friendster or any of the many online publishing tools. I admit, I sometimes hate myself for posting some of the stuff I post. But I've never once heard of anyone being sent to the E.R. because of a post! It may annoy others but it's healthy! I love you all! Love, James