Survey
[my name is] Kristena
[in the morning i ]: find out the time and calculate every moment of my morning before figuring out how much time I have left to sleep
[all i need is]: theater, a place to call home, and someone to hold on to when the going gets tough
[love is]: not an emotion.... love is a commitment, an idea, a goal. Love is friendship and freedom. Love is everything you become when you've found the one person that makes you complete. (That's not how I really feel right now, but it sounds nice)
[im afraid of]: being laughed at, heights, rejection
[i dream about]: fucking and dating hot guys (not seriously, though)
. . H A V E.Y O U. E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked?]: Hells yeah! Who hasn't?
[actually seen your crush naked]: Which crush? ;-)
[been in love]: I think I have
[cried when someone died]: No
[lied]: Alot.
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: coke
[flowers or candy]: enough with those being the symbol of love and passion.... how about a deck of cards or a monkey?
[tall or short]: tall!
-W I T H .T H E. S A M E/O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: eyes, smile, ass
[last person you slow danced with]: Aaron in theater... it was fun.
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: Winter, Kinsey, Stacey
[makes you smile]: All of my friends do
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: Kyle, Matt S (we know why though), actually, alot of people... mostly old flames
[do you have a crush on?]: a couple of guys... but the reason it's called a "crush" is because we "fall for them" and they "crush" our hearts
[has a crush on you?]: Nobody that I know of :-(
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: I have before, but now, no
[save aol/aim conversations]: the important ones
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: Sometimes, but don't we all?
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: Yes, what people say about me have a big impact on life for me. In fact, I still spray myself seven times with spray before leaving the house.
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: yes
[been rejected]: yes
[rejected someone]: yes
[used someone]: yes
[been cheated on]: No
[done something you regret]: Always, but I'm learning regret is pointless. You can't change your mistakes, so learn from them.
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Winter
[hugged]: Drew
[you instant messaged]: Stacey
[you laughed with]: Drew and Winter
-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: I did once recently..... 21 days later (washing my hair twice a day) the color hasn't budged
[ever get off the computer]: Yes, but it takes an act of God or being on the schedule at work to take me off
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: Never
[obsessive?]: I admit that I can be....
[could you live without the computer?]: probably not
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: 110
[what's your favorite food?]: macaroni and cheese, pizza rolls, peanut butter icecream ("the great ice cream debate by Kristena and Drew" HAHA!"),
[whats your favorite fruit?]: fuji apples, bananas, oranges
[drink alcohol?]: Love it!!! I drink to get drunk, but there's nothing better than a sip or two anytime!
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Sunrise... it's like the start of another day... another chance!
[what hurts the most? emotional or physical?]: Emotional, because your mind tears over it, runs through it time and again... Physical can be a method of lesson because it's always the same, but emotional can be repeated with different results.
[trust others way too easily?]: I trust waaaaaay too easily, and it always gets me in the end.
-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken?]: Often, because I pour my heart into everything I do.
[of hearts i have broken?]: One to my knowledge
[of continents i have lived in?]: one... I'm so boring
[of drugs taken illegally?]: alcohol
[of close friends?]: several... I'm a very social person
[of cd's that i own?]: I've bought 33, burned like 10
[of scars on my body?]: One.... the burn from work the other day.
[of things in my past that i regret?]: hundreds... but it still doesn't fix them, does it?
. . [LAST] . .
[compliment received that made you blush?]: "Aww Kristena I keep forgetting you're so young! You look 18 or so, and you're smart as hell."- Drew P.
[song you listened to?] Minority- Green Day
[time you cried?] It's been a little while.... today I wanted to cry, but I didn't.
Current Mood: degraded, depressed, substandard, worthless, pitied, toyed with, strung along, gullible, used, miserable, rejected, hurt, like a victim
Current Music: Green Day- International Superhits (I want to marry this CD, pure and simple)
THREE REASONS YOU ARE POSTING THIS DUMBASS THING:
1. I have no life.
2. I feel like talking about myself
3. I'm waiting for Winter to call!
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Kristena
2. Kristen (oh I HATE this one!)
3. Todd
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. itHURTS2watchUgo
2. LondonCallnMe014
3. AngelicKtina2007
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I act more mature around the right people.
2. I'm more social and accepted and me.
3. I don't think I have that big stick shoved up my ass that's been up there for so many years....
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I'm so easy to take advantage of.... I try so hard to be accepted that people use me, take my money, get me to do things for them, and generally just milk me for what they can.
2. I have a hard time letting go. When I'm angry, I could hold onto it for years... comments people made about me in sixth and seventh grade still bother me, and I can't get over the guys I liked years ago...
3. I have no self-confidence... no matter how many people tell me I'm the best at what I do, I never believe them. I don't wear flashy things to school so people won't notice me, and I have to wear something like a hoodie or poncho over me because I'm so afraid of my body being seen.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. British
2. Irish
3. Scottish
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. People thinking badly of me. I'm extremely paranoid.
2. Losing control. But I love it too because that's why I get drunk, to lose control. I haven't drank in a while though.
3. People seeing through me. I'm not a fake person, but sometimes I deny things to protect myself (especially with adults). I'm afraid people can see through this facade sometimes.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. A healthy dose of friendship ;-)
2. Listening to my Green Day CD once
3. Clothing
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. a blue and green poncho
2. grey sweatpants
3. a yellow t-shirt... I know, matching, right?
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists- at the moment):
1. Simple Plan
2. Green Day
3. Yellowcard
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Perfect World- Simple Plan
2. Minority- Green Day
3. Work- J.E.W.
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. gain self-confidence and self-assurance
2. a new relationship with a good guy who'll be good to me
3. finding a new "flavor" to life... have you ever realized that truely original people have found something that you can't.. I want to find it.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. prosperity
2. growth
3. an unknown attachment that is only ours... a connection like that with anyone is important
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I'm completely infatuated with three different guys right now... one from school that I hardly know, one from church/theater that I adore, and one from work who's oh-so-fine!
2. My eyebrows are two shades darker than my hair.
3. I talk on the phone for four hours a day.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Smile
2. Freckles in random places.
3. Ass.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Expose myself (like, my internal, emotional crap, not my "private area" haha)
2. Walk away without worry, regret, or curiousity
3. Please everyone... I just learned that, in fact. I'm going to try this new thing, where I please myself first.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Acting
2. Writing
3. Being bad ;-)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Eat something sweet.
2. Spoon with a certain someone.
3. Not go to school for the next week.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Pastor to a church
2. Drama teacher
3. Journalist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. New York City.
2. London.
3. Hollywood
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Dylan Michael
2. Matthew Scott
3. Rachel Michelle
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Get married
2. Be well-known
3. Be well-off.... I hate growing up in poverty, I don't want my kids to go through that
[in the morning i ]: find out the time and calculate every moment of my morning before figuring out how much time I have left to sleep
[all i need is]: theater, a place to call home, and someone to hold on to when the going gets tough
[love is]: not an emotion.... love is a commitment, an idea, a goal. Love is friendship and freedom. Love is everything you become when you've found the one person that makes you complete. (That's not how I really feel right now, but it sounds nice)
[im afraid of]: being laughed at, heights, rejection
[i dream about]: fucking and dating hot guys (not seriously, though)
. . H A V E.Y O U. E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked?]: Hells yeah! Who hasn't?
[actually seen your crush naked]: Which crush? ;-)
[been in love]: I think I have
[cried when someone died]: No
[lied]: Alot.
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: coke
[flowers or candy]: enough with those being the symbol of love and passion.... how about a deck of cards or a monkey?
[tall or short]: tall!
-W I T H .T H E. S A M E/O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: eyes, smile, ass
[last person you slow danced with]: Aaron in theater... it was fun.
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: Winter, Kinsey, Stacey
[makes you smile]: All of my friends do
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: Kyle, Matt S (we know why though), actually, alot of people... mostly old flames
[do you have a crush on?]: a couple of guys... but the reason it's called a "crush" is because we "fall for them" and they "crush" our hearts
[has a crush on you?]: Nobody that I know of :-(
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: I have before, but now, no
[save aol/aim conversations]: the important ones
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: Sometimes, but don't we all?
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: Yes, what people say about me have a big impact on life for me. In fact, I still spray myself seven times with spray before leaving the house.
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: yes
[been rejected]: yes
[rejected someone]: yes
[used someone]: yes
[been cheated on]: No
[done something you regret]: Always, but I'm learning regret is pointless. You can't change your mistakes, so learn from them.
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Winter
[hugged]: Drew
[you instant messaged]: Stacey
[you laughed with]: Drew and Winter
-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: I did once recently..... 21 days later (washing my hair twice a day) the color hasn't budged
[ever get off the computer]: Yes, but it takes an act of God or being on the schedule at work to take me off
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: Never
[obsessive?]: I admit that I can be....
[could you live without the computer?]: probably not
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: 110
[what's your favorite food?]: macaroni and cheese, pizza rolls, peanut butter icecream ("the great ice cream debate by Kristena and Drew" HAHA!"),
[whats your favorite fruit?]: fuji apples, bananas, oranges
[drink alcohol?]: Love it!!! I drink to get drunk, but there's nothing better than a sip or two anytime!
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Sunrise... it's like the start of another day... another chance!
[what hurts the most? emotional or physical?]: Emotional, because your mind tears over it, runs through it time and again... Physical can be a method of lesson because it's always the same, but emotional can be repeated with different results.
[trust others way too easily?]: I trust waaaaaay too easily, and it always gets me in the end.
-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken?]: Often, because I pour my heart into everything I do.
[of hearts i have broken?]: One to my knowledge
[of continents i have lived in?]: one... I'm so boring
[of drugs taken illegally?]: alcohol
[of close friends?]: several... I'm a very social person
[of cd's that i own?]: I've bought 33, burned like 10
[of scars on my body?]: One.... the burn from work the other day.
[of things in my past that i regret?]: hundreds... but it still doesn't fix them, does it?
. . [LAST] . .
[compliment received that made you blush?]: "Aww Kristena I keep forgetting you're so young! You look 18 or so, and you're smart as hell."- Drew P.
[song you listened to?] Minority- Green Day
[time you cried?] It's been a little while.... today I wanted to cry, but I didn't.
Current Mood: degraded, depressed, substandard, worthless, pitied, toyed with, strung along, gullible, used, miserable, rejected, hurt, like a victim
Current Music: Green Day- International Superhits (I want to marry this CD, pure and simple)
THREE REASONS YOU ARE POSTING THIS DUMBASS THING:
1. I have no life.
2. I feel like talking about myself
3. I'm waiting for Winter to call!
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Kristena
2. Kristen (oh I HATE this one!)
3. Todd
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. itHURTS2watchUgo
2. LondonCallnMe014
3. AngelicKtina2007
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I act more mature around the right people.
2. I'm more social and accepted and me.
3. I don't think I have that big stick shoved up my ass that's been up there for so many years....
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I'm so easy to take advantage of.... I try so hard to be accepted that people use me, take my money, get me to do things for them, and generally just milk me for what they can.
2. I have a hard time letting go. When I'm angry, I could hold onto it for years... comments people made about me in sixth and seventh grade still bother me, and I can't get over the guys I liked years ago...
3. I have no self-confidence... no matter how many people tell me I'm the best at what I do, I never believe them. I don't wear flashy things to school so people won't notice me, and I have to wear something like a hoodie or poncho over me because I'm so afraid of my body being seen.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. British
2. Irish
3. Scottish
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. People thinking badly of me. I'm extremely paranoid.
2. Losing control. But I love it too because that's why I get drunk, to lose control. I haven't drank in a while though.
3. People seeing through me. I'm not a fake person, but sometimes I deny things to protect myself (especially with adults). I'm afraid people can see through this facade sometimes.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. A healthy dose of friendship ;-)
2. Listening to my Green Day CD once
3. Clothing
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. a blue and green poncho
2. grey sweatpants
3. a yellow t-shirt... I know, matching, right?
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists- at the moment):
1. Simple Plan
2. Green Day
3. Yellowcard
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Perfect World- Simple Plan
2. Minority- Green Day
3. Work- J.E.W.
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. gain self-confidence and self-assurance
2. a new relationship with a good guy who'll be good to me
3. finding a new "flavor" to life... have you ever realized that truely original people have found something that you can't.. I want to find it.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. prosperity
2. growth
3. an unknown attachment that is only ours... a connection like that with anyone is important
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I'm completely infatuated with three different guys right now... one from school that I hardly know, one from church/theater that I adore, and one from work who's oh-so-fine!
2. My eyebrows are two shades darker than my hair.
3. I talk on the phone for four hours a day.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Smile
2. Freckles in random places.
3. Ass.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Expose myself (like, my internal, emotional crap, not my "private area" haha)
2. Walk away without worry, regret, or curiousity
3. Please everyone... I just learned that, in fact. I'm going to try this new thing, where I please myself first.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Acting
2. Writing
3. Being bad ;-)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Eat something sweet.
2. Spoon with a certain someone.
3. Not go to school for the next week.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Pastor to a church
2. Drama teacher
3. Journalist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. New York City.
2. London.
3. Hollywood
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Dylan Michael
2. Matthew Scott
3. Rachel Michelle
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Get married
2. Be well-known
3. Be well-off.... I hate growing up in poverty, I don't want my kids to go through that